First Date            By ParaGirl   

   

     Sarah was excited- she was going on her first date since the accident     

that paralyzed her four years before.  His name was John and he was a    

computer programmer at the firm where she worked as a secretary,    

which is where they met.  It had started very quietly, he had asked her a    

few weeks ago if he could sit with her in the cafeteria one day.  Soon    

one day became a week, and he asked for her phone number, which    

surprised Sarah both because she was disabled and because he seemed

so    

shy.  He did seem very nice though, so she agreed and they exchanged    

phone numbers.    

     John had called her that night and they talked for over an hour, and    

were really hitting it off, when John said he had something to tell her.     

Sarah was afraid, because she had really started to like John, and she    

had heard ‘I’ve got something to tell you’ too many times since her    

accident.  It seemed to be slang for ‘You’re nice, for a cripple, but I    

want to date a normal girl’.  Sarah held her breath in preparation for the    

‘I understand’ speech she had rehearsed so many times when John came    

out with something she hadn’t hear before.  He had said ‘I’m a    

devotee’.   

     Sarah had heard about devotees from doctors, friends from rehab, it    

was a well-known but little talked about aspect of being disabled,    

especially a disabled female.  Devotees were people, usually men, who    

liked disabled women, or found them sexually more attractive than able-   

bodied women..  The idea at once frightened Sarah and peaked her    

curiosity.  John was shy, clean, professional, and he seemed very nice-    

not one of the perverted ogres that usually portrayed Devotees. Sarah    

was quiet for a minute, and John asked her if she was OK.  She said yes,    

she thought so, but she asked if he could give her a day to think about    

it, it needed time to sink in.  John said fine, and he hoped to talk to her    

again soon, but if she didn’t call, he would be OK with that.    

     Sarah thought about John long into the night.  On the one hand, he    

was what most people she knew considered a pervert, a deviant. On the    

other, however, John was kind to her, he was attractive, he was stable,    

he had a great job, she knew he didn’t drink or do drugs from her    

conversations with him, and above all, he found her attractive,    

something she hadn’t experienced since waking up not being able to feel    

the lower half of her body.  She was 24 years old, attractive, and really    

wanted to go out with John, even if he was a devotee.  As Sarah went    

to sleep that night, she knew she would call John the next day.   

     John was thrilled to hear from her and suggested a date that    

weekend, to which Sarah agreed, suggesting a movie she wanted to see,    

more for the fact of being around alot of people than anything else.  No    

matter how nice John seemed, he could still turn out to be something    

less charming if he had her alone.  She hoped her distrust would go    

away after she really got to know him, but for now she was playing it    

safe.  

  

-Getting Ready-   

     And the weekend had come already.  Sarah looked at the clock,    

knowing John would be there in just under three hours to pick her up,    

plenty of time to get ready to go out.  She wheeled herself into her    

bedroom, looking at herself in the mirror.  She had shoulder-length    

blonde hair, and her skin was light. She had big blue eyes and long    

eyelashes, and her cheekbones were high and defined- she had always    

thought of herself as very pretty- at least until the accident.   She was    

wearing a T-shirt now, and a pair of shorts.  Her legs were thinner than    

they had been before the accident, the muscle tone in her legs had all but    

disappeared in the four years she’s been confined to her wheelchair.     

Her bare feet sat limply in the footrest of her wheelchair , as the always    

did, her toes curled in slightly.  She looked at her paralyzed legs,    

thinking they were still attractive, that John’s interest in them wasn’t so    

strange.  Using her hands, she lifted her left leg and crossed it over the    

right.  She watched her foot just drop there, hanging.  It still amazed    

her, her new body.  She watched her foot, even rolled back and forth a    

little, and the foot hung there, moved a little, but she couldn’t feel    

anything, like it wasn’t even hers.   She still hadn’t gotten used to that    

yet, not completely.     

     Sarah went to her closet and pulled down a nice spring blouse and a    

knee-length skirt she liked to wear.  She laid them on the bed and    

wheeled to her dresser.  She pulled out a pretty bra and panties, and a     

pair of pantyhose to match the skirt.  She put it all on the bed and    

wheeled herself into the bathroom.  She pulled two thick towels out of     

the linen closet and put them on a low table by the shower.  She locked    

her wheelchair and lifted her crossed left leg, putting her foot on the    

floor.  She then lifted her right leg and put her right foot on the floor as    

well.  She then grabbed onto a bar on the wall and hoisted herself up    

out of her wheelchair several inches.  She used her other hand to slide    

the elastic-waist shorts she was wearing down to her ankles along with    

her panties.  She sat back in the chair and lifted her legs one at a time to    

pull the shorts and panties off of her feet.  She stripped out of her T-   

shirt and bra, so she was totally naked, and threw the laundry in the    

nearby hamper.  She then grabbed onto the grab bar again and slid    

herself out of her wheelchair and into a white plastic chair with small    

wheels on all four legs.  She positioned her legs properly and grabbed    

the two grab-bars in her shower, pulling herself into her accessible    

shower stall.  Her feet dragged along the floor into the stall.  She closed    

the door and turned on the water, making it hot enough to steam up the    

stall.  Sarah then took the shower head, which was removable, and    

began to rinse herself off.  She soaked her hair, her arms, her breasts,    

then her legs, spraying them thoroughly.  She replaced the    

showerhead into it’s bracket and grabbed her body wash, lathering up    

her lufa and scrubbing herself all over. She put the lufa in her lap and    

used her hands to lift her right leg over her left, then she scrubbed it all    

over, even under her foot.  She lowered it back to the floor and did the    

same for her left leg, scrubbing it and washing it fully.  She finished and    

placed it back on the floor as well, then took up the showerhead again,    

spraying herself and rinsing off the soap.  She lathered her blonde hair    

with shampoo and rinsed it out, then did the same with conditioner.  She    

rinsed herself off fully and turned off the water.  She opened the shower    

stall door and pushed herself, in her rolling shower chair, back out into    

the bathroom and grabbed a towel.  She dried her upper body and    

vigorously toweled her hair dry, wrapping the towel around her head,    

then took the other towel.  The grabbed the towel by opposite corners    

and used it to ‘lasso’ her right foot, lifting it into her lap.  She toweled    

her leg off from toes to crotch, then lowered it back down.  She lifted    

her left leg and dried it off, too.  She finally folded the towel into a small    

square and out it on her wheelchair seat cushion.  She transferred back    

into her wheelchair naked and wheeled over to the toilet.  She had a    

feeling she  needed to go, and parked the chair right by the toilet.  She    

grabbed the grab-bars and transferred herself onto the seat.  She didn’t    

even bother fixing her legs, so they just lay there crooked and crossed.     

She didn’t really care- they didn’t hurt, after all.  She finished up and    

transferred back into her wheelchair, wheeling into her bedroom to    

finish getting ready.   

     Sarah wheeled up to her bed and again locked the wheelchair.  There    

was nothing worse than not locking your wheelchair and watching it roll    

across the room as you transfer out of it.  She grabbed the hanging    

grab-bar over her bed and lifted herself out of her wheelchair and over    

to the bed. Her legs flopped over the edge of the bed and she had to lift    

them, one at a time, and lay them out straight in front of her.  She first    

took her panties and pulled her legs up closer to her by lifting her knees.     

She fit the panties on over her feet and pulled them up past her knees.     

She let her legs drop back down and laid all the way back, pulling the    

panties up to her waist.  The next thing she had to do was the one she    

hated most; she took a liner- actually an adult diaper- and slid it into her    

panties.  She was pretty good about going to the bathroom, but she    

didn’t have very good control , and she would really hate the    

embarrassment of having an ‘accident’ on her date.  She sat back up and    

took her panty hose.  She scrunched up the left leg of her panty hose    

and pulled her left foot up to her lap, fitting the tight nylon over her    

paralyzed foot.  Her toes scrunched up more in panty hose, but that’s    

what shoes were for.  She laid her foot out but still near her lap, and    

scrunched up the right leg of her panty hose, pulled her right foot up to    

her lap, and pulled the nylon over her right foot.  She placed her legs    

out straight again and started pulling the nylons up her lifeless legs.  She    

got them  up past her knees and straightened them out up to there, then    

pulled them up to her thighs and straightened them more.  She again    

laid back and pulled the panty hose up to her waist, pulling the    

waistband up to just above where she still had feeling.  She sat up again    

and straightened the panty hose all the way up from her toes, so they    

looked allright.  Sarah still liked how her legs looked in nylons, and she    

hoped John would too.  Next she put on her blouse and tucked it’s tails    

into the waistband of her panty hose.  It helped her keep the shirt tucked    

in right, as well as keeping the panty hose up during transfers and    

things.  Lastly she took her skirt and spread it out on the bed beside her.     

She grabbed onto the hanging grab-bar and lifted her bottom up and    

swung it over onto the skirt.  She laid back and pulled the skirt up    

around her waist.  She clipped the waistband and zipped the side up,    

completing the project.   

     Sarah sat back up and slid herself to the edge of the bed.  She    

grabbed her wheelchair with one arm and her hanging grab-bar with the    

other and slid back into her wheelchair. She lifted her left leg off the bed    

and placed it into it’s rest, then lifted her right leg and crossed it over    

her left.  She unlocked her wheelchair and headed back into the    

bathroom.  She had a little under an hour left before John arrived.   

     In the bathroom Sarah pulled her wheelchair up under the lowered    

counter and grabbed her brush and blow dryer.  She did her hair, then    

put on a little makeup, nothing too much, just enough to make her    

sparkle as her mom used to say.  She sprayed herself with a bit of    

Obsession perfume, her favorite.  She put a small gold bracelet on,    

along with matching earrings and necklace, then she lifted her right    

leg pulling her foot into her lap and placed a nice gold anklet on her    

ankle.  She was finished with a half hour to spare.  She crossed her leg    

back over it’s twin and after one final look-over wheeled out of the    

bathroom.  

  

-The Date-  

     John arrived about ten minutes early, knocking on the door just as   

Sarah was getting her shoes.  She wheeled up to the door and opened it,   

her black shoes sitting in her lap.  By the look on his face, John was   

impressed with something, and Sarah wanted to think it was the total   

package, not just her wheelchair.         

     “Please, come in John.  Make yourself comfortable, I’m almost   

ready.” Sarah said, wheeling back from the door to allow John in.  He   

entered and closed the door behind him.  

     “Thanks Sarah.  You look really nice, really wonderful tonight.”   

John replied.  He couldn’t keep hi eyes off of Sarah, but to her pleasant   

surprise, he was looking at HER, not her wheelchair or her legs.  Oh, he   

stole more than the casual glance at her nylon-clad feet, turned in and   

curled as they were, but she could tell he was looking at her mostly.    

She felt more at ease already.  

     “I can’t wait for this movie,” Sarah chatted as John sat on the couch.   

“It looks really good.”  

     “Yes, it does- I figured we could go to the Rialto theater, the screens   

are much bigger than at the cineplex.”  

     “Oh, well John, I really don’t like the Rialto- the only wheelchair   

slots in the theater are way in the back, and the sound isn’t so great   

back there.  The cineplex is better for me.”  

     “Well, that’s OK, but if you wanted to go to the Cineplex, I could.. I   

could help you.”  John was almost frozen with anticipation and fear,   

wondering if he had just ended the date before it started.  

     “Um,” Sarah said with much hesitation, “No, not this time, thanks   

John.  I’d just like to see how this date goes before- well before   

anything else.”  

      “Oh, that’s OK Sarah, it was probably a bit too forward of me, I’m   

sorry.  The Cineplex it is, whenever you’re ready.”  Sarah could tell john   

was relived but a little disappointed by her decision, a reaction she could   

certainly live with.  Part of her was still afraid he might get too   

‘friendly’, but the old Sarah was really starting to like John.  

     “Hey, all I have left to do is get my shoes on and we can go.” Sarah   

commented, lifting the small black shoes for emphasis.  “If you don’t   

mind, you could help me put them on.”  

     Sarah watched the range of emotions flare through John, from   

amazement and excitement to trepidation and fear, all in a second or so.    

“Are you sure?” he asked, and Sarah nodded yes with as much   

nonchalance as she could muster, as if this were just some minor thing.    

The truth was, noone had EVER put Sarah’s shoes on for her, not even   

in the hospital.  She wheeled right up to where John was sitting and   

watched.  John lifted her right foot gently, more gently than even she   

ever did.  He placed it in the cradle between his two clenched knees and   

she handed him her right shoe.  He gently lifted her paralyzed foot and   

slid the toes of it into the leather shoe.  Sarah noticed he was very   

careful not to squeeze her foot in or twist it, and he slid her heel into the   

shoe and rested it again on his knees while he strapped the thin strap   

over the top of her foot.  He got it just right, she saw, pulling the strap   

just tight enough and placing the fastener through the same hole she   

would have.  It was so hard for her to get a good fit on shoes, not being   

able to feel her feet at all.  John placed her foot gently back into it’s   

footrest- he placed it slightly turned in, not straight, and Sarah   

wondered if he liked feet to look that way more.  It was one of so many   

questions she would ask him, if she ever got the courage.  He had lifted   

her other foot and she handed him her other shoe.  He again placed her   

paralyzed foot gently into her shoe and strapped it in, so the shoe   

wouldn’t fall off accidentally.  John placed her foot back into it’s   

footrest, again placing the foot pointed inwards, so she looked slightly   

pigeon-toed.  She figured she’d leave them that way, at least for now,   

he seemed to like it.  

     Sarah wheeled out into the parking lot and realized she had no idea   

who’s car they would be taking to the movie.  She didn’t even know   

what john drove.  

     “If you like, I could drive Sarah.” John offered.  “I’m sure you won’t   

have any trouble getting in and out of my car.  Or we can take yours, if   

you’d like.”  

     “Well, what do you drive?” Sarah asked, wheeling across the lot.  

     “That’s it right there, the Buick.” John pointed to a large dark blue   

sedan, a very nice looking car indeed.  The doors looked plenty big   

enough for her, so she agreed.  

     John opened the passenger door for her and she wheeled up to it.    

She grabbed the doorframe and her chair and slid herself quite easily

into   

the plush seat- this was a really nice car!  She pulled one leg into the   

car, then her other- John was watching intently as she did it.  She then   

reached out and pulled the tab on the back of her wheelchair, collapsing   

it.  She pulled the back wheels off and John put them and the chair itself   

into the back seat for her.  She fastened her seatbelt and straightened her   

legs a little more as John got into the car.    

     “This is a nice car, John.  It looks new.”  

     “I’ve had it for about a month, really.  It was just time to get a new   

car, and I like this alot.  I don’t need flashy, just give me comfy.”  

     Sarah got a shiver, realizing that she had said those same words a   

number of times.  John was really turning out to be something else.   

     They drove to the theater chatting about work and other small talk.    

Sarah rode with her hands on her lap, and John asked about it.  

     “Whenever I ride in a car, I’ll usually just keep my hands on my lap,   

partly for comfort and partly to make sure my legs are still there.” Sarah   

replied with a smile.  She saw John grab a quick glance at her legs and   

continue with small talk.  Sarah started thinking he was alot more   

nervous about this than she was.  

     John pulled into the theater parking lot and parked in an area without   

many other cars, not as close to the front as he could.  Sarah was   

confused until she realized- he couldn’t use a handicapped spot like she   

could, so he was parking in an area open enough so she could transfer   

into her chair.  He was very good at this. Sarah decided to broach the   

subject with him.  

     “John, I know you’re a devotee, and please don’t take this the wrong   

way, but how many disabled women have you dated?  I only ask   

because you’re really very thoughtful, realizing things I might need, that   

most able-bodied people wouldn’t think of.  Parking out here so I can   

transfer into my chair, for example.”  

     John sat there for a minute.  “OK,”  he said. “Confession time. I’ve   

never dated a disabled woman before.  I know about these things   

because my mother was paralyzed, when she was a little girl.  She was   

actually paralyzed from about her chest down, and she needed alot of   

help to do anything, because the world wasn’t nearly so adaptive for   

disabled people back in the 50’s.  My dad was actually her family’s   

milkman, she fell out the door one day trying to get the milk and   

couldn’t get back up.  He helped her, and took pity on her at first.    

Then, as they got to know each other, he fell in love with her, and she   

with him.  They were married, which in itself was a scandal, because she   

was a ‘cripple’ in the vernacular of the times, but then she got pregnant,   

which was totally taboo!  Both their families thought that she would   

have a crippled baby- like spinal cord injury was genetic- or that she   

would be an unfit mother.  Well, she gave birth to a healthy baby girl,   

my sister Sue, and then three more kids after her, another girl and two   

boys.  My parents had the best relationship I’ve ever known, which is   

why I think I’m a devotee, why I’m looking for a woman with a   

disability.  To me, that is what a healthy, loving relationship is.  I’m   

sorry, I was going to save all this, but it seemed a good time.”  

     It took all Sarah could muster to hold back a tear- John was not a   

monster or pervert, he was a very sweet guy who genuinely liked her,   

and even though alot of his attraction was to her disability, her   

wheelchair, there were some truly sweet motives behind it all.  

     “OK,” Sarah choked out. “Let’s go see a movie- John, my chair   

please!” she said as if she were ordering her butler around.  John caught   

on immediately and laughed out loud, getting Sarah’s chair and putting

it   

together for her.  He wheeled it into the proper position and locked it   

for her, then watched as she lifted herself out of the car and transferred   

into it.  She again lifted her legs over and placed them into the   

wheelchair, then fixed her skirt and smoothed her nylons some.  She   

lifted her left leg, as John watched, and crossed it over her left,   

straightening her legs a little more before unlocking the wheelchair and   

wheeling up to the theater.  

     John bought the tickets while Sarah went for popcorn.  She picked   

up a large popcorn and two soft drinks, then had to ask the high-school   

dropout at the counter for a tray to carry it on her lap.  She met John at   

the door to the theater and they went in.  Sarah wheeled right for her   

usual spot- a nice area up front, not too close to the screen, that was   

flanked by regular seats.  She parked her chair in the open spot, locking   

it, and John took the seat beside her.  

     “You know, before my accident, I never knew what these spaces   

were for.” Sarah giggled.  

     “What happened to you, your accident?  You don’t have to tell me if   

you don’t want to, it’s OK.”  

     “No, actually that’s something that I don’t mind talking about at all.    

It happened four years ago, I was mountain biking with a friend when I   

fell off the trail.  It was a fifteen foot drop, and I landed on my back.  I   

remember getting the wind knocked out of me and blacking out, just for   

a second.  I opened my eyes and saw my leg was broken, it had   

slammed against a rock and it just bent the wrong way.  I remember   

thinking how much that should hurt, my leg broken that bad, and the   

real facts just started creeping into my thoughts, then I blacked out.  I   

woke up a few hours later in the hospital, in a body cast and full leg   

cast, but I knew right away.  I couldn’t feel anything, nothing at all from   

my waist down, and I knew I’d never walk again.  I cried alot for the   

first few weeks- I loved mountain biking you see, I had always been  

very active, and I knew no matter how ‘independent’ I became, I’d  

never ride a bike again.  They gave me all the uplifting speeches and  

stuff throughout my recovery, but it wasn’t until I got out on my own  

that I really decided to put it behind me and start living again.  I got the  

job, got my apartment, and started over, really.  When something like  

this happens,” Sarah indicated her paralyzed legs, her wheelchair. “A  

person really has to start over again from scratch, learn it all over  

again.” 

      John looked at Sarah, and he was looking at her, not at her  

wheelchair. “I never really realized that, I guess.  I mean, my mom got  

hurt when she was only five, and back then there wasn’t many options  

for a girl who couldn’t walk.  She was just always in a wheelchair, for  

just about all of her life.” 

     “There’s alot more too it than a pretty set of legs in a wheelchair,   

John.  Alot more.” 

     “I guess so.” Said John, then he went quiet, but Sarah knew he  

understood. 

    The movie started shortly after that, and during the film Sarah kept  

shooting glances over to John.  A few times, he was looking at her, too,  

in a good way.  About half way through the movie, Sarah had the urge  

to hold John’s hand.  She reached over and took hold of it- he almost  

jumped!  She held it on the armrest of his chair for a little while, then  

moved the hand holding to her own lap.  John wasn’t sure what to do,  

so he sat there, and Sarah saw he was smiling.  The movie ended and  

they sat there for a few more minutes, just sitting and not talking.  Sarah  

knew there was something there between them, she could feel it, but she  

didn’t want to rush into anything. 

     “OK, let’s hit the road, John.”  Sarah unlocked her chair and started  

wheeling out before he was even out of his seat.  he caught up in a few  

strides and walked beside her, not behind like when they entered the  

theater.   

    “So, where to now?” John asked. 

     “First, the ladies room for me.” Sarah replied, wheeling in the  

direction of the restrooms. 

     “And after that?” John asked from behind her. 

     “I’ll let you know when I’m done here- Oh, and, this could take a  

while.” Sarah added, suddenly embarrassed. 

     “That’s fine- it’s worth the wait.” John replied with a giggle. 

     Sarah wheeled into the women’s room and- of course- the  

handicapped stall was occupied.  She waited a minute or two and the  

stall door opened- a teen-aged girl walked out and looked  

embarrassingly at Sarah, then turned away.  Sarah just gave her a look  

and wheeled into the stall.  She backed her wheelchair in beside the  

toilet and locked it, then lifted herself on the grab-bars, sliding over  

onto he seat.  She lifted herself a little, pulled her skirt up, and wriggled  

her panty hose and panties down.  She checked her shield- it was  

thankfully dry- then finished her business and pulled her panties back up,  

then her panty hose.  She finished by tucking her blouse back in, then  

transferred back into her wheelchair.  She lifted her legs and put them  

back into the chair, then for effect, she bent over and adjusted her feet,  

so they pointed in even more extremely than John had positioned them  

earlier.  They looked strange that way- she always made sure that her  

legs were positioned as naturally as possible, so positioning them so  

unnaturally made them look much more handicapped to her.  She  

figured that’s what John liked, that’s why he put them that way earlier.   

She looked down at them again and wheeled out of the stall and to the  

mirror.  She saw an older woman look at her and quickly look away-  

she was used to it.  People didn’t like to be reminded of how fragile they  

really were, Sarah guessed.  She had to admit, before her accident, she  

was the same way. 

      Sarah wheeled out of the ladies room to see John waiting for her.   

He smiled as he saw her and he walked over to her.  She saw him glance  

down at her feet once, then a double take. 

     “So, where to now?”  John asked, falling in beside her and heading  

out. 

     “What did you have in mind?” She asked.  She wheeled herself  

through the large doors with John close behind.  

     “I thought going out for coffee would be nice, actually.”  He said. 

     “Sounds nice.  You drive.” She giggled.  John was noticeably more  

relaxed, and Sarah realized that was because she was more relaxed with  

him.  They got to the car and realized someone had parked right next to  

John’s car, and too close to open the door fully.  

    “Um, John, they are parked a little too close.” Sarah sighed.

    “Don’t worry, I’ll just pull the car out some, then you can transfer 

easier.  Just give me a sec.”

     “Actually John, you don’t have to do that.  Could you just help me 

in, like give me a lift.” Sarah watched his expression.  He had no idea 

what to say or do until he blurted out ‘Um, sure”.

    He opened the passenger side door and Sarah pulled her chair up to 

the back of the car- the other car was so close she couldn’t wheel in 

between them.  John walked up nervously to her.

     “So, how should we do this?  Any preference?” John asked.  

     Sarah looked up at him.  “Well, are you familiar with the cradle 

method?  You cradle me-”

     “Yes, I’ll cradle you under your knees and shoulders to lift you into 

the car.  Should be a breeze.”  Sarah raised her arms and John cradled 

her, lifting her legs from under her knees.  He marveled at how soft her 

legs were, how limp they were just hanging there in her arms.  He lifted 

her gently and carried her the short distance to the car door, then gently 

lowered her into the seat.

     “Perfect- you’re good at this John.”  Sarah said, straightening her 

legs.

     “Coming from you, Sarah, that means alot, it really does, thanks.”

     “No, thank you- for a wonderful evening.  Now lets go get that 

coffee, OK?”

     John broke down her wheelchair and put it in the back seat, then 

drove to the coffee shop.  Sarah transferred into her wheelchair and they 

went into the coffee shop.  John moved a chair away from a small round 

table and Sarah pulled her chair up to it.  They ordered Latte and just 

looked at each other for a minute before John spoke.

     “Sarah, I just want to say I really like you alot.  It’s true, I like the 

chair, but over tonight I’ve found I really like you, as a person.  I just 

wanted to get that out in the open.  You know what I am, and what I 

like, so I figured just put it all on the table and see what happens.  I 

hope that’s not a problem for you.”

     “I don’t think so John.  I mean, when you first told me, yes, I had a 

problem, but you are so nice, and the fact that you find me attractive 

because of my paralysis seems so minor, there’s so much more we can 

talk about and have in common.  I’d like to give it a try, I guess.”

    John sighed a little, a happy sigh.  They continued to chat for a little 

while, about little things, until Sarah asked John about his mother.

     “Well, she was five when it happened, she fell off a roof, broke her 

back.  Medical treatment was minimal then, and she was paralyzed.  She 

grew up getting help from her family, and they figured she would always

be a burden.  Oh, she might get some small job, but even that was kind

of rare in the 50’s.  The Doctors actually suggested they put her in an

institution, so she could be with ‘her own kind’.  Her family refused, so

I guess I’m thankful for that.  Then one day, she fell out of her chair

getting the milk from the front porch- she was seventeen and had barely

even left the house yet.  The milkman, my father, helped her back into

her wheelchair and the rest is history.”

     Sarah stared.  She hadn’t even thought what her life would have

been like a mere twenty or thirty years before. “So, she couldn’t even

get back into her own wheelchair?” She asked curiously.  It was one of

the first things she was taught in rehab.

     “Well, remember, lightweight little wheelchairs like yours are a very

modern invention.   Mom always used these huge institutional chairs,

with the big footrests and armrests and such- very difficult to manage,

and my mom was always small, not all that strong.  She never got much

exercise as a kid, of course.”

     “Of course.” Sarah replied.  “I never think about that, really.  So,

your dad helped her alot?”

     “Oh yes, there wasn’t anything my father wouldn’t do for her.  It

took him a little while to get over the pity phase, even he admits that,

but he would help her in and out of her wheelchair, help her in the

bathroom, help bathe her.  It was never a chore for him, he loved doing

it.  I guess maybe he was a devotee, too, at least after the fact.  Now,

ever since I was a little kid, I like to look at disabled women.  Crutches,

braces, even blind or deaf women catch my eye, but nothing quite so

much as a wheelchair with a pretty set of legs in it.  And your legs are

very nice, I hope you don’t mind me saying that.”

     “No, I don’t mind.” Sarah said, but she could feel herself blushing,

but John didn’t say anything.  There was alot more to this devotee than

she had even expected.

     “So, tell me a little more about yourself, Sarah.  I’ve been gabbing all

night, it seems.”

     “Well, there’s not much more to tell.  You already know I’m going

to night school to get my degree, and after that, I’d like a job working

with people, helping people.  Not just disabled people, mind you, but

people in general.”

     “Well, that’s really nice.” John said.  Sarah  looked at her watch. 

“Wow, it’s really late, John, I’d better get home before my wheelchair

turns into a pumpkin!”  They both laughed loudly at that.  John paid for

he Lattes and Sarah wheeled out of the shop in front of him, out to his

car.  He opened the door for her and she transferred smoothly from her

wheelchair into the seat.  John watched her lift her legs, one at a time,

and put them in the car.  She straightened her skirt as he put her

wheelchair back into the back seat.

     The drive to Sarah’s house was uneventful, they chatted a little bit

about current events, both avoiding the topic of a second date.  John

pulled up in front of Sarah’s apartment complex and parked.

     “John, could you help me back into my wheelchair?” Sarah asked

sweetly.

     “Uh, sure, of course.” John hadn’t been prepared for this.  Sarah

knew for him this was even better than a good-night kiss.  He assembled

her wheelchair expertly, placing it by her open car door, and he bent

down to cradle her.  Again he placed his right arm under her shoulders

and his left arm under her knees, lifting her carefully.  When he stood

up, Sarah kissed him on the cheek.  He almost stumbled he was so

surprised!

     “Who, don’t drop me John, this night has gone great until now!”

Sarah giggled.

     “What was that for, Sarah?” John asked, still stunned.

     “Did you like it?”

     “Of course!” He replied. “I just wasn’t expecting it.  I wasn’t

expecting any of this-” He indicated the fact that he was still holing her

in his arms.

     “Well, I just thought- wait, could you put me down first?” Sarah

giggled.