First Date
By ParaGirl
Sarah was
excited- she was going on her first date since the accident
that paralyzed her four years before. His name was John and he was a
computer programmer at the firm where she worked as a
secretary,
which is where they met.
It had started very quietly, he had asked her a
few weeks ago if he could sit with her in the cafeteria one
day. Soon
one day became a week, and he asked for her phone number,
which
surprised Sarah both because she was disabled and because he
seemed
so
shy. He did seem
very nice though, so she agreed and they exchanged
phone numbers.
John had called
her that night and they talked for over an hour, and
were really hitting it off, when John said he had something
to tell her.
Sarah was afraid, because she had really started to like
John, and she
had heard ‘I’ve got something to tell you’ too many times
since her
accident. It seemed
to be slang for ‘You’re nice, for a cripple, but I
want to date a normal girl’. Sarah held her breath in preparation for the
‘I understand’ speech she had rehearsed so many times when
John came
out with something she hadn’t hear before. He had said ‘I’m a
devotee’.
Sarah had heard
about devotees from doctors, friends from rehab, it
was a well-known but little talked about aspect of being
disabled,
especially a disabled female. Devotees were people, usually men, who
liked disabled women, or found them sexually more attractive
than able-
bodied women.. The
idea at once frightened Sarah and peaked her
curiosity. John was
shy, clean, professional, and he seemed very nice-
not one of the perverted ogres that usually portrayed
Devotees. Sarah
was quiet for a minute, and John asked her if she was
OK. She said yes,
she thought so, but she asked if he could give her a day to
think about
it, it needed time to sink in. John said fine, and he hoped to talk to her
again soon, but if she didn’t call, he would be OK with
that.
Sarah thought
about John long into the night. On the
one hand, he
was what most people she knew considered a pervert, a
deviant. On the
other, however, John was kind to her, he was attractive, he
was stable,
he had a great job, she knew he didn’t drink or do drugs
from her
conversations with him, and above all, he found her
attractive,
something she hadn’t experienced since waking up not being
able to feel
the lower half of her body.
She was 24 years old, attractive, and really
wanted to go out with John, even if he was a devotee. As Sarah went
to sleep that night, she knew she would call John the next
day.
John was
thrilled to hear from her and suggested a date that
weekend, to which Sarah agreed, suggesting a movie she
wanted to see,
more for the fact of being around alot of people than
anything else. No
matter how nice John seemed, he could still turn out to be
something
less charming if he had her alone. She hoped her distrust would go
away after she really got to know him, but for now she was
playing it
safe.
-Getting Ready-
And the weekend
had come already. Sarah looked at the
clock,
knowing John would be there in just under three hours to
pick her up,
plenty of time to get ready to go out. She wheeled herself into her
bedroom, looking at herself in the mirror. She had shoulder-length
blonde hair, and her skin was light. She had big blue eyes
and long
eyelashes, and her cheekbones were high and defined- she had
always
thought of herself as very pretty- at least until the
accident. She was
wearing a T-shirt now, and a pair of shorts. Her legs were thinner than
they had been before the accident, the muscle tone in her
legs had all but
disappeared in the four years she’s been confined to her
wheelchair.
Her bare feet sat limply in the footrest of her wheelchair ,
as the always
did, her toes curled in slightly. She looked at her paralyzed legs,
thinking they were still attractive, that John’s interest in
them wasn’t so
strange. Using her
hands, she lifted her left leg and crossed it over the
right. She watched
her foot just drop there, hanging. It
still amazed
her, her new body.
She watched her foot, even rolled back and forth a
little, and the foot hung there, moved a little, but she
couldn’t feel
anything, like it wasn’t even hers. She still hadn’t gotten used to that
yet, not completely.
Sarah went to
her closet and pulled down a nice spring blouse and a
knee-length skirt she liked to wear. She laid them on the bed and
wheeled to her dresser.
She pulled out a pretty bra and panties, and a
pair of pantyhose to match the skirt. She put it all on the bed and
wheeled herself into the bathroom. She pulled two thick towels out of
the linen closet and put them on a low table by the
shower. She locked
her wheelchair and lifted her crossed left leg, putting her
foot on the
floor. She then
lifted her right leg and put her right foot on the floor as
well. She then
grabbed onto a bar on the wall and hoisted herself up
out of her wheelchair several inches. She used her other hand to slide
the elastic-waist shorts she was wearing down to her ankles
along with
her panties. She sat
back in the chair and lifted her legs one at a time to
pull the shorts and panties off of her feet. She stripped out of her T-
shirt and bra, so she was totally naked, and threw the
laundry in the
nearby hamper. She
then grabbed onto the grab bar again and slid
herself out of her wheelchair and into a white plastic chair
with small
wheels on all four legs. She positioned her legs properly and grabbed
the two grab-bars in her shower, pulling herself into her
accessible
shower stall. Her
feet dragged along the floor into the stall.
She closed
the door and turned on the water, making it hot enough to
steam up the
stall. Sarah then
took the shower head, which was removable, and
began to rinse herself off.
She soaked her hair, her arms, her breasts,
then her legs, spraying them thoroughly. She replaced the
showerhead into it’s bracket and grabbed her body wash,
lathering up
her lufa and scrubbing herself all over. She put the lufa in
her lap and
used her hands to lift her right leg over her left, then she
scrubbed it all
over, even under her foot.
She lowered it back to the floor and did the
same for her left leg, scrubbing it and washing it
fully. She finished and
placed it back on the floor as well, then took up the
showerhead again,
spraying herself and rinsing off the soap. She lathered her blonde hair
with shampoo and rinsed it out, then did the same with
conditioner. She
rinsed herself off fully and turned off the water. She opened the shower
stall door and pushed herself, in her rolling shower chair,
back out into
the bathroom and grabbed a towel. She dried her upper body and
vigorously toweled her hair dry, wrapping the towel around
her head,
then took the other towel.
The grabbed the towel by opposite corners
and used it to ‘lasso’ her right foot, lifting it into her
lap. She toweled
her leg off from toes to crotch, then lowered it back
down. She lifted
her left leg and dried it off, too. She finally folded the towel into a
small
square and out it on her wheelchair seat cushion. She transferred back
into her wheelchair naked and wheeled over to the
toilet. She had a
feeling she needed
to go, and parked the chair right by the toilet. She
grabbed the grab-bars and transferred herself onto the
seat. She didn’t
even bother fixing her legs, so they just lay there crooked
and crossed.
She didn’t really care- they didn’t hurt, after all. She finished up and
transferred back into her wheelchair, wheeling into her
bedroom to
finish getting ready.
Sarah wheeled up
to her bed and again locked the wheelchair.
There
was nothing worse than not locking your wheelchair and
watching it roll
across the room as you transfer out of it. She grabbed the hanging
grab-bar over her bed and lifted herself out of her
wheelchair and over
to the bed. Her legs flopped over the edge of the bed and
she had to lift
them, one at a time, and lay them out straight in front of
her. She first
took her panties and pulled her legs up closer to her by
lifting her knees.
She fit the panties on over her feet and pulled them up past
her knees.
She let her legs drop back down and laid all the way back,
pulling the
panties up to her waist.
The next thing she had to do was the one she
hated most; she took a liner- actually an adult diaper- and
slid it into her
panties. She was
pretty good about going to the bathroom, but she
didn’t have very good control , and she would really hate
the
embarrassment of having an ‘accident’ on her date. She sat back up and
took her panty hose.
She scrunched up the left leg of her panty hose
and pulled her left foot up to her lap, fitting the tight
nylon over her
paralyzed foot. Her
toes scrunched up more in panty hose, but that’s
what shoes were for.
She laid her foot out but still near her lap, and
scrunched up the right leg of her panty hose, pulled her
right foot up to
her lap, and pulled the nylon over her right foot. She placed her legs
out straight again and started pulling the nylons up her
lifeless legs. She
got them up past her
knees and straightened them out up to there, then
pulled them up to her thighs and straightened them
more. She again
laid back and pulled the panty hose up to her waist, pulling
the
waistband up to just above where she still had feeling. She sat up again
and straightened the panty hose all the way up from her
toes, so they
looked allright.
Sarah still liked how her legs looked in nylons, and she
hoped John would too.
Next she put on her blouse and tucked it’s tails
into the waistband of her panty hose. It helped her keep the shirt tucked
in right, as well as keeping the panty hose up during
transfers and
things. Lastly she
took her skirt and spread it out on the bed beside her.
She grabbed onto the hanging grab-bar and lifted her bottom
up and
swung it over onto the skirt. She laid back and pulled the skirt up
around her waist.
She clipped the waistband and zipped the side up,
completing the project.
Sarah sat back
up and slid herself to the edge of the bed.
She
grabbed her wheelchair with one arm and her hanging grab-bar
with the
other and slid back into her wheelchair. She lifted her left
leg off the bed
and placed it into it’s rest, then lifted her right leg and
crossed it over
her left. She
unlocked her wheelchair and headed back into the
bathroom. She had a
little under an hour left before John arrived.
In the bathroom
Sarah pulled her wheelchair up under the lowered
counter and grabbed her brush and blow dryer. She did her hair, then
put on a little makeup, nothing too much, just enough to
make her
sparkle as her mom used to say. She sprayed herself with a bit of
Obsession perfume, her favorite. She put a small gold bracelet on,
along with matching earrings and necklace, then she lifted
her right
leg pulling her foot into her lap and placed a nice gold
anklet on her
ankle. She was
finished with a half hour to spare. She
crossed her leg
back over it’s twin and after one final look-over wheeled
out of the
bathroom.
-The Date-
John arrived
about ten minutes early, knocking on the door just as
Sarah was getting her shoes. She wheeled up to the door and opened it,
her black shoes sitting in her lap. By the look on his face, John was
impressed with something, and Sarah wanted to think it was
the total
package, not just her wheelchair.
“Please, come in
John. Make yourself comfortable, I’m
almost
ready.” Sarah said, wheeling back from the door to allow
John in. He
entered and closed the door behind him.
“Thanks
Sarah. You look really nice, really
wonderful tonight.”
John replied. He
couldn’t keep hi eyes off of Sarah, but to her pleasant
surprise, he was looking at HER, not her wheelchair or her
legs. Oh, he
stole more than the casual glance at her nylon-clad feet,
turned in and
curled as they were, but she could tell he was looking at
her mostly.
She felt more at ease already.
“I can’t wait
for this movie,” Sarah chatted as John sat on the couch.
“It looks really good.”
“Yes, it does- I
figured we could go to the Rialto theater, the screens
are much bigger than at the cineplex.”
“Oh, well John,
I really don’t like the Rialto- the only wheelchair
slots in the theater are way in the back, and the sound isn’t
so great
back there. The
cineplex is better for me.”
“Well, that’s
OK, but if you wanted to go to the Cineplex, I could.. I
could help you.”
John was almost frozen with anticipation and fear,
wondering if he had just ended the date before it
started.
“Um,” Sarah said with much hesitation, “No,
not this time, thanks
John. I’d just like
to see how this date goes before- well before
anything else.”
“Oh, that’s OK
Sarah, it was probably a bit too forward of me, I’m
sorry. The Cineplex
it is, whenever you’re ready.” Sarah
could tell john
was relived but a little disappointed by her decision, a
reaction she could
certainly live with.
Part of her was still afraid he might get too
‘friendly’, but the old Sarah was really starting to like
John.
“Hey, all I have
left to do is get my shoes on and we can go.” Sarah
commented, lifting the small black shoes for emphasis. “If you don’t
mind, you could help me put them on.”
Sarah watched
the range of emotions flare through John, from
amazement and excitement to trepidation and fear, all in a
second or so.
“Are you sure?” he asked, and Sarah nodded yes with as
much
nonchalance as she could muster, as if this were just some
minor thing.
The truth was, noone had EVER put Sarah’s shoes on for her,
not even
in the hospital. She
wheeled right up to where John was sitting and
watched. John lifted
her right foot gently, more gently than even she
ever did. He placed
it in the cradle between his two clenched knees and
she handed him her right shoe. He gently lifted her paralyzed foot and
slid the toes of it into the leather shoe. Sarah noticed he was very
careful not to squeeze her foot in or twist it, and he slid
her heel into the
shoe and rested it again on his knees while he strapped the
thin strap
over the top of her foot.
He got it just right, she saw, pulling the strap
just tight enough and placing the fastener through the same
hole she
would have. It was
so hard for her to get a good fit on shoes, not being
able to feel her feet at all. John placed her foot gently back into it’s
footrest- he placed it slightly turned in, not straight, and
Sarah
wondered if he liked feet to look that way more. It was one of so many
questions she would ask him, if she ever got the
courage. He had lifted
her other foot and she handed him her other shoe. He again placed her
paralyzed foot gently into her shoe and strapped it in, so
the shoe
wouldn’t fall off accidentally. John placed her foot back into it’s
footrest, again placing the foot pointed inwards, so she
looked slightly
pigeon-toed. She
figured she’d leave them that way, at least for now,
he seemed to like it.
Sarah wheeled
out into the parking lot and realized she had no idea
who’s car they would be taking to the movie. She didn’t even know
what john drove.
“If you like, I
could drive Sarah.” John offered. “I’m
sure you won’t
have any trouble getting in and out of my car. Or we can take yours, if
you’d like.”
“Well, what do
you drive?” Sarah asked, wheeling across the lot.
“That’s it right
there, the Buick.” John pointed to a large dark blue
sedan, a very nice looking car indeed. The doors looked plenty big
enough for her, so she agreed.
John opened the
passenger door for her and she wheeled up to it.
She grabbed the doorframe and her chair and slid herself
quite easily
into
the plush seat- this was a really nice car! She pulled one leg into the
car, then her other- John was watching intently as she did
it. She then
reached out and pulled the tab on the back of her
wheelchair, collapsing
it. She pulled the
back wheels off and John put them and the chair itself
into the back seat for her.
She fastened her seatbelt and straightened her
legs a little more as John got into the car.
“This is a nice
car, John. It looks new.”
“I’ve had it for
about a month, really. It was just time
to get a new
car, and I like this alot.
I don’t need flashy, just give me comfy.”
Sarah got a
shiver, realizing that she had said those same words a
number of times.
John was really turning out to be something else.
They drove to
the theater chatting about work and other small talk.
Sarah rode with her hands on her lap, and John asked about
it.
“Whenever I ride
in a car, I’ll usually just keep my hands on my lap,
partly for comfort and partly to make sure my legs are still
there.” Sarah
replied with a smile.
She saw John grab a quick glance at her legs and
continue with small talk.
Sarah started thinking he was alot more
nervous about this than she was.
John pulled into
the theater parking lot and parked in an area without
many other cars, not as close to the front as he could. Sarah was
confused until she realized- he couldn’t use a handicapped
spot like she
could, so he was parking in an area open enough so she could
transfer
into her chair. He
was very good at this. Sarah decided to broach the
subject with him.
“John, I know
you’re a devotee, and please don’t take this the wrong
way, but how many disabled women have you dated? I only ask
because you’re really very thoughtful, realizing things I
might need, that
most able-bodied people wouldn’t think of. Parking out here so I can
transfer into my chair, for example.”
John sat there
for a minute. “OK,” he said. “Confession time. I’ve
never dated a disabled woman before. I know about these things
because my mother was paralyzed, when she was a little
girl. She was
actually paralyzed from about her chest down, and she needed
alot of
help to do anything, because the world wasn’t nearly so
adaptive for
disabled people back in the 50’s. My dad was actually her family’s
milkman, she fell out the door one day trying to get the
milk and
couldn’t get back up.
He helped her, and took pity on her at first.
Then, as they got to know each other, he fell in love with
her, and she
with him. They were
married, which in itself was a scandal, because she
was a ‘cripple’ in the vernacular of the times, but then she
got pregnant,
which was totally taboo!
Both their families thought that she would
have a crippled baby- like spinal cord injury was genetic-
or that she
would be an unfit mother.
Well, she gave birth to a healthy baby girl,
my sister Sue, and then three more kids after her, another
girl and two
boys. My parents had
the best relationship I’ve ever known, which is
why I think I’m a devotee, why I’m looking for a woman with
a
disability. To me,
that is what a healthy, loving relationship is. I’m
sorry, I was going to save all this, but it seemed a good
time.”
It took all
Sarah could muster to hold back a tear- John was not a
monster or pervert, he was a very sweet guy who genuinely
liked her,
and even though alot of his attraction was to her
disability, her
wheelchair, there were some truly sweet motives behind it
all.
“OK,” Sarah
choked out. “Let’s go see a movie- John, my chair
please!” she said as if she were ordering her butler
around. John caught
on immediately and laughed out loud, getting Sarah’s chair
and putting
it
together for her. He
wheeled it into the proper position and locked it
for her, then watched as she lifted herself out of the car
and transferred
into it. She again
lifted her legs over and placed them into the
wheelchair, then fixed her skirt and smoothed her nylons
some. She
lifted her left leg, as John watched, and crossed it over
her left,
straightening her legs a little more before unlocking the
wheelchair and
wheeling up to the theater.
John bought the
tickets while Sarah went for popcorn.
She picked
up a large popcorn and two soft drinks, then had to ask the
high-school
dropout at the counter for a tray to carry it on her
lap. She met John at
the door to the theater and they went in. Sarah wheeled right for her
usual spot- a nice area up front, not too close to the
screen, that was
flanked by regular seats.
She parked her chair in the open spot, locking
it, and John took the seat beside her.
“You know,
before my accident, I never knew what these spaces
were for.” Sarah giggled.
“What happened
to you, your accident? You don’t have
to tell me if
you don’t want to, it’s OK.”
“No, actually
that’s something that I don’t mind talking about at all.
It happened four years ago, I was mountain biking with a
friend when I
fell off the trail.
It was a fifteen foot drop, and I landed on my back. I
remember getting the wind knocked out of me and blacking
out, just for
a second. I opened
my eyes and saw my leg was broken, it had
slammed against a rock and it just bent the wrong way. I remember
thinking how much that should hurt, my leg broken that bad,
and the
real facts just started creeping into my thoughts, then I
blacked out. I
woke up a few hours later in the hospital, in a body cast
and full leg
cast, but I knew right away. I couldn’t feel anything, nothing at all from
my waist down, and I knew I’d never walk again. I cried alot for the
first few weeks- I loved mountain biking you see, I had
always been
very active, and I knew no matter how ‘independent’ I
became, I’d
never ride a bike again.
They gave me all the uplifting speeches and
stuff throughout my recovery, but it wasn’t until I got out
on my own
that I really decided to put it behind me and start living
again. I got the
job, got my apartment, and started over, really. When something like
this happens,” Sarah indicated her paralyzed legs, her
wheelchair. “A
person really has to start over again from scratch, learn it
all over
again.”
John looked at
Sarah, and he was looking at her, not at her
wheelchair. “I never really realized that, I guess. I mean, my mom got
hurt when she was only five, and back then there wasn’t many
options
for a girl who couldn’t walk. She was just always in a wheelchair, for
just about all of her life.”
“There’s alot
more too it than a pretty set of legs in a wheelchair,
John. Alot more.”
“I guess so.”
Said John, then he went quiet, but Sarah knew he
understood.
The movie started
shortly after that, and during the film Sarah kept
shooting glances over to John. A few times, he was looking at her, too,
in a good way. About
half way through the movie, Sarah had the urge
to hold John’s hand.
She reached over and took hold of it- he almost
jumped! She held it
on the armrest of his chair for a little while, then
moved the hand holding to her own lap. John wasn’t sure what to do,
so he sat there, and Sarah saw he was smiling. The movie ended and
they sat there for a few more minutes, just sitting and not
talking. Sarah
knew there was something there between them, she could feel
it, but she
didn’t want to rush into anything.
“OK, let’s hit
the road, John.” Sarah unlocked her
chair and started
wheeling out before he was even out of his seat. he caught up in a few
strides and walked beside her, not behind like when they
entered the
theater.
“So, where to
now?” John asked.
“First, the
ladies room for me.” Sarah replied, wheeling in the
direction of the restrooms.
“And after that?”
John asked from behind her.
“I’ll let you
know when I’m done here- Oh, and, this could take a
while.” Sarah added, suddenly embarrassed.
“That’s fine- it’s
worth the wait.” John replied with a giggle.
Sarah wheeled
into the women’s room and- of course- the
handicapped stall was occupied. She waited a minute or two and the
stall door opened- a teen-aged girl walked out and
looked
embarrassingly at Sarah, then turned away. Sarah just gave her a look
and wheeled into the stall.
She backed her wheelchair in beside the
toilet and locked it, then lifted herself on the grab-bars,
sliding over
onto he seat. She
lifted herself a little, pulled her skirt up, and wriggled
her panty hose and panties down. She checked her shield- it was
thankfully dry- then finished her business and pulled her
panties back up,
then her panty hose.
She finished by tucking her blouse back in, then
transferred back into her wheelchair. She lifted her legs and put them
back into the chair, then for effect, she bent over and
adjusted her feet,
so they pointed in even more extremely than John had
positioned them
earlier. They looked
strange that way- she always made sure that her
legs were positioned as naturally as possible, so
positioning them so
unnaturally made them look much more handicapped to
her. She
figured that’s what John liked, that’s why he put them that
way earlier.
She looked down at them again and wheeled out of the stall
and to the
mirror. She saw an
older woman look at her and quickly look away-
she was used to it.
People didn’t like to be reminded of how fragile they
really were, Sarah guessed.
She had to admit, before her accident, she
was the same way.
Sarah wheeled
out of the ladies room to see John waiting for her.
He smiled as he saw her and he walked over to her. She saw him glance
down at her feet once, then a double take.
“So, where to
now?” John asked, falling in beside her
and heading
out.
“What did you
have in mind?” She asked. She wheeled
herself
through the large doors with John close behind.
“I thought going
out for coffee would be nice, actually.”
He said.
“Sounds
nice. You drive.” She giggled. John was noticeably more
relaxed, and Sarah realized that was because she was more
relaxed with
him. They got to the
car and realized someone had parked right next to
John’s car, and too close to open the door fully.
“Um, John, they
are parked a little too close.” Sarah sighed.
“Don’t worry, I’ll
just pull the car out some, then you can transfer
easier. Just give me
a sec.”
“Actually John,
you don’t have to do that. Could you
just help me
in, like give me a lift.” Sarah watched his expression. He had no idea
what to say or do until he blurted out ‘Um, sure”.
He opened the
passenger side door and Sarah pulled her chair up to
the back of the car- the other car was so close she couldn’t
wheel in
between them. John
walked up nervously to her.
“So, how should
we do this? Any preference?” John
asked.
Sarah looked up
at him. “Well, are you familiar with
the cradle
method? You cradle
me-”
“Yes, I’ll
cradle you under your knees and shoulders to lift you into
the car. Should be a
breeze.” Sarah raised her arms and John
cradled
her, lifting her legs from under her knees. He marveled at how soft her
legs were, how limp they were just hanging there in her
arms. He lifted
her gently and carried her the short distance to the car
door, then gently
lowered her into the seat.
“Perfect- you’re
good at this John.” Sarah said,
straightening her
legs.
“Coming from
you, Sarah, that means alot, it really does, thanks.”
“No, thank you-
for a wonderful evening. Now lets go
get that
coffee, OK?”
John broke down
her wheelchair and put it in the back seat, then
drove to the coffee shop.
Sarah transferred into her wheelchair and they
went into the coffee shop.
John moved a chair away from a small round
table and Sarah pulled her chair up to it. They ordered Latte and just
looked at each other for a minute before John spoke.
“Sarah, I just
want to say I really like you alot. It’s
true, I like the
chair, but over tonight I’ve found I really like you, as a
person. I just
wanted to get that out in the open. You know what I am, and what I
like, so I figured just put it all on the table and see what
happens. I
hope that’s not a problem for you.”
“I don’t think
so John. I mean, when you first told
me, yes, I had a
problem, but you are so nice, and the fact that you find me
attractive
because of my paralysis seems so minor, there’s so much more
we can
talk about and have in common. I’d like to give it a try, I guess.”
John sighed a
little, a happy sigh. They continued to
chat for a little
while, about little things, until Sarah asked John about his
mother.
“Well, she was
five when it happened, she fell off a roof, broke her
back. Medical
treatment was minimal then, and she was paralyzed. She
grew up getting help from her family, and they figured she
would always
be a burden. Oh, she
might get some small job, but even that was kind
of rare in the 50’s.
The Doctors actually suggested they put her in an
institution, so she could be with ‘her own kind’. Her family refused, so
I guess I’m thankful for that. Then one day, she fell out of her chair
getting the milk from the front porch- she was seventeen and
had barely
even left the house yet.
The milkman, my father, helped her back into
her wheelchair and the rest is history.”
Sarah
stared. She hadn’t even thought what
her life would have
been like a mere twenty or thirty years before. “So, she
couldn’t even
get back into her own wheelchair?” She asked curiously. It was one of
the first things she was taught in rehab.
“Well, remember,
lightweight little wheelchairs like yours are a very
modern invention.
Mom always used these huge institutional chairs,
with the big footrests and armrests and such- very difficult
to manage,
and my mom was always small, not all that strong. She never got much
exercise as a kid, of course.”
“Of course.”
Sarah replied. “I never think about
that, really. So,
your dad helped her alot?”
“Oh yes, there
wasn’t anything my father wouldn’t do for her.
It
took him a little while to get over the pity phase, even he
admits that,
but he would help her in and out of her wheelchair, help her
in the
bathroom, help bathe her.
It was never a chore for him, he loved doing
it. I guess maybe he
was a devotee, too, at least after the fact.
Now,
ever since I was a little kid, I like to look at disabled
women. Crutches,
braces, even blind or deaf women catch my eye, but nothing
quite so
much as a wheelchair with a pretty set of legs in it. And your legs are
very nice, I hope you don’t mind me saying that.”
“No, I don’t
mind.” Sarah said, but she could feel herself blushing,
but John didn’t say anything. There was alot more to this devotee than
she had even expected.
“So, tell me a
little more about yourself, Sarah. I’ve
been gabbing all
night, it seems.”
“Well, there’s
not much more to tell. You already know
I’m going
to night school to get my degree, and after that, I’d like a
job working
with people, helping people. Not just disabled people, mind you, but
people in general.”
“Well, that’s
really nice.” John said. Sarah looked at her watch.
“Wow, it’s really late, John, I’d better get home before my
wheelchair
turns into a pumpkin!”
They both laughed loudly at that.
John paid for
he Lattes and Sarah wheeled out of the shop in front of him,
out to his
car. He opened the
door for her and she transferred smoothly from her
wheelchair into the seat.
John watched her lift her legs, one at a time,
and put them in the car.
She straightened her skirt as he put her
wheelchair back into the back seat.
The drive to
Sarah’s house was uneventful, they chatted a little bit
about current events, both avoiding the topic of a second
date. John
pulled up in front of Sarah’s apartment complex and parked.
“John, could you
help me back into my wheelchair?” Sarah asked
sweetly.
“Uh, sure, of
course.” John hadn’t been prepared for this.
Sarah
knew for him this was even better than a good-night
kiss. He assembled
her wheelchair expertly, placing it by her open car door,
and he bent
down to cradle her.
Again he placed his right arm under her shoulders
and his left arm under her knees, lifting her
carefully. When he stood
up, Sarah kissed him on the cheek. He almost stumbled he was so
surprised!
“Who, don’t drop
me John, this night has gone great until now!”
Sarah giggled.
“What was that
for, Sarah?” John asked, still stunned.
“Did you like
it?”
“Of course!” He
replied. “I just wasn’t expecting it. I
wasn’t
expecting any of this-” He indicated the fact that he was
still holing her
in his arms.
“Well, I just
thought- wait, could you put me down first?” Sarah
giggled.