Brian: Your stories are so great, has anyone tried to illustrate them?

Cathy: Not yet, though I've asked a few people - I'd really love that.

Brian: That would be cool. I was just reading "Be careful what you wish for". what an awesome erotic, albeit bittersweet, story.

Cathy: Thanks

Brian: You have quite an imagination

Cathy: I try

Brian: you probably dont have to try very hard

Cathy: The truth is, I only publish about half of what I write

Brian: Geez, you dont get out much do you? LOL

Cathy: Not really - I like staying in and wheeling

Brian: Are you bound as a dak right now or just a para?

Cathy: Para

Brian: Do you do anything special to feel more like a para?

Cathy: I wear a diaper, and sometimes bind my feet

Brian: interesting

Brian: how do you bind your feet?

Cathy: Mostly I just sit in my chair and focus on not being able to walk

Cathy: I have splints that I made for my feet, I bind them en pointe so I can't stand or walk

Brian: Oh I see. Are you bound now? From your stories, have you ever thought of giving yourself local anesthetics to feel more numbness?

Cathy: I'm not bound now, no, and I have thought a lot about giving myself anesthetic injections - there's just one problem - it's impossible to get anestheics

Brian: Oh I hadnt thought of that

Cathy: I can get a gram of coke easier than 250MG or regular novacaine (not that I would ever DO that, but you see my point)

Brian: LOL, not quite the same effect.

Cathy: I know (though having actually paralyzed legs could get addicting for me)

Brian: :-)

Brian: cant have that.

Cathy: I want to get an epidural in the hospital, and then leave before they can reverse it

Brian: is it permanent?

Cathy: I think so - not sure

Brian: I guess you would definately know what its like to have no feeling in your legs then

Cathy: yes - it's a dream I've had

Brian: What about feling in your ...sexual organs? Arent you worried you would lose all feeling there?

Cathy: No - I WANT to! I can't explain why, but the thoughts of my playing with myself, and being numb - it makes me VERY aroused

Brian: But would you want to lose that feeling forever? what about penetration?

Cathy: I'm willing to give that sensation up forever for the total loss of sensation - and use - in my legs

Cathy: It's part of what makes me hot

Brian: wow

Brian: So part of the excitement for you is perhaps being fondled or having intercourse and not being able to feel it?

Cathy: Oh god yes

Cathy: to see someone fondle or penetrate me, with no sensation - the very thought brings me clse to orgasm

Brian: To tell you the truth it does sound arousing to me too...as the fondler, to know that just the thought of my touches are giving pleasure, and to hear the moans of joy even though they dont know where I am touching or penetrating

Brian: oh god...thats really sexy to think about

Cathy: It is, isn't it?

Brian: :-)

Cathy: I'm wet

Brian: im hard LOL

Brian: Arent we a pair ;-)

Cathy: lol

Cathy: You know what I'd love, if I were really para?

Brian: what?

Cathy: To watch a man put nice stockings on my limp, useless legs, the masturbate himself with my crippled, nylon-clad feet while I sit in my wheelchair.

Brian: Oh yes, sliding his hard penis up and down the lifeless soles of your feet

Cathy: Mmmm

Cathy: yes

Brian: I love to think about "helping" a dak or para in the shower or bath. lots of water and soap and slippery surfaces involved

Cathy: Oh yes

Brian: a slight breeze makes the skin pimple where she can feel it and her nipples instantly contract into hard buttons begging for me to push

Cathy: Mmmm

Cathy: you're making me hot

Brian: me too

Brian: Id love you to write a story with that :-) Cathys bath is close i guess

Cathy: I slip my hand inside my diaper and touch myslef - I'm wet, though I can't tell until my fingers feel the slick warmth between my crippled legs.

Brian: I just have this awesome image of a bathtub and out of the top is a shiny buxom torso moaning in pleasure and peeking up from the surface below are the two shimmery globes of her stumps. Bobbing above and below the surface as she rubs herself

Cathy: Mmmm

Cathy: Paralyzed stumps, limp and thin with atrophy

Brian: The bath is a preview for her, she is getting herself clean for her date.

Cathy: Of course

Brian: Shell wear her prosthetic legs at first,because she knows he loves to remove them for her.

Cathy: Yet she will be in her wheelchair, because even on prosthetics she can no longer walk, becuase of the paralysis

Brian: of course, she just doesn't like to make people in public feel uneasy about such a beauiful woman with no legs

Brian: Are you wearing a diaper right now too Cathy?

Cathy: Yes, I am

Cathy: I can't control my pee, since I was paralyzed

Brian: Good thing as wet as you are getting.

Cathy: yes ;)

Brian: What should my girl wear on her date?

Cathy: I think something that will accentuate her condition

Brian: No panties, so i can finger her during dinner.

Cathy: short skirt, tight enough so the bulk of the diaper may be a little noticable

Brian: So it must be a short skirt

Brian: And perhaps short enough to see where the legs are atached

Cathy: yes, she could wear that

Brian: God if i could see that in real life I could die a happy man

Cathy: LoL

Brian: She smells so good. I dont know if i can wait until after we get home

Cathy: What would you do?

Brian: Drive to our favorite spot by a small lake. There is a park bench there

Cathy: Would you get my wheelchair out of the car, or carry me?

Brian: her prosthetics just get in the way now so I come around to her side of the car and swing them out. On my knees I move into her spread legs to get at the release

Cathy: mmmmm

Cathy: I would love to watch a man remove my prosthetics, reveal my crippled stumps

Brian: After I remove each leg a little catch of breath comes from my lucious woman

Cathy: mmm

Brian: she even almost cries at the thought of exposing her lifeless stumps to me, but knows she is what I have always wanted

Cathy: (believe me, it's what she wants too ;)  )

Brian: while I am there, i kiss her inner thigh. And evenn though she cant feel it, the timy smacks of my kiss send shivers uo her spine. her breasts heave as she arches her head back and says

Cathy: mmmm

Cathy: oh yes

Brian: "Can you get my wheelchair now?"

Brian: As i start to stand up she grabs my chin and puls my face down to hers. We kiss a single forceful kiss that tells me this is no ordinary woman

Cathy: Mmm

Brian: knowing that the road to the bench is uneven and rough i decide to carry my love down to our bench

Cathy: I would love to be held like that, carried like the invalid I am

Brian: I pick her up and support her with my hand on her diapered bottom

Cathy: mmmmm

Cathy: One of her stumps sways limply, soft and useless

Brian: her lifeless stumps dangle

Cathy: Yesss

Brian: her breasts rub tightly against my chest as we look eye to eye all the way down

Brian: Her hand runs through my hair

Brian: The sun is long gone and the only noise is the lapping of the waters edge and the sound of my leggless beauty breathing in my ear

Brian: "i want you" she whispers

Cathy: Mmmm

Brian: i want you too make love to me..penetrate me...cum inside me...

Brian: but you cant feel it? i say

Brian: Oh, i can feel it

Cathy: I can definitely feel it

Brian: We reach the bench and I sit down with her on my lap

Cathy: not in my stumps, but I can feel it very clearly

Brian: she slowly removes her top to reveal her breasts, poured into her lacy black bra

Brian: can you help me with this? she asks coyly

Brian: Ill have to turn you around, i say

Cathy: Mm

Brian: First get this diaper off of me, she says

Cathy: Mmmm

Brian: I lay her back down on the cold bench

Brian: her nipple almost pop through the bra

Cathy: One of my stumps drops off limply - I don't even notice

Brian: I carefully remove the diaper from her limp stump

Brian: she giggles and sucks her thumb, pretending to be a baby

Cathy: Oohhhhhhh

Cathy: That makes me hot

Brian: with this I go on and lick her stumps all the way to her navel. leaving nothing untouched.

Brian: She sucks her thumb harder

Cathy: mmmmmm

Brian: and starts to pant and cry soft tears

Cathy: i play with my nipple

Brian: Are you now?

Cathy: Yes

Brian: im still rock hard. im getting off on this

Cathy: My diaper is open

Brian: "I want to see the water" she says

Cathy: Mmm

Brian: i lift her up to my lap and turn hre around

Cathy: mmm

Brian: She almost falls forward but i catch her with both of her breasts in my hands

Brian: the laughter almost breaks the mood

Brian: "nice catch. Sorry im such a gimp" she says with a fake frown

Cathy: oohhh

Cathy: :-)

Brian: She flips her hair and pulls it over her fron to reveal her back to me.

Brian: its an easy latch, she says

Brian: pop,pop

Brian: and her bra loosens and her beautiful breasts are exposed to the cool night air

Cathy: Mmmm

Cathy: My nipples feel the cool air

Brian: She heaves a sigh "Ahhh, thats realy nice. i love the breeze on my nipples. Its one of the few places i really can feel

Cathy: Yes

Brian: i begin to softly kisss the back of her bare neck. She tickles hre breasts with her long beautiful auburn hair

Cathy: mmmmm

Brian: I have to keep a hand around her waist or she may fall. She has no feeling below her breasts

Cathy: No, and my balance is very bad, because of the paralysis and my amputated legs

Brian: my hands cup her breasts and fondle them

Cathy: Oohhhh

Cathy: I can feel that

Brian: her atrophied stumps and butt slide randomly as she moves hre upper torso with pleasure

Brian: I begin to feel that sensation through my pants on my hard penis

Brian: "Lets get a little closer" i say

Brian: "how, she says. We can't get any closer unless we....oh!"

Cathy: OK

Brian: i put my right hand around to her crotch and pick her up. She weighs nothing since she doesnt have legs

Cathy: yes

Brian: I quickly pull my pants down and expose my erect penis

Cathy: Ooohhhh

Brian: What do you think we should do next?

Cathy: It's so hard to find a man attracted to me - this way

Brian: Look no further

Brian: im not going anywhere

Cathy: I touch your hard penis

Brian: i slip her limp stumps and bottom over my penis and penetrate her

Cathy: Mmmmmm

Brian: Oooh she says...I swear I can feel it inside me

Cathy: Oohhhhh

Brian: I rub and fondle her breasts even more and she writhes in pleasure, each move sending another bounce of peasure to me

Cathy: I watch the penetration intently, seeing you inside me, and though I can't feel it, it arouses me totally

Brian: she reaches back with both of her arms and grabs thwe bench back arching her breasts to the sky and tilting her head beside mine

Cathy: mmmm

Brian: her breasts start to leak a thin liquid as her moans increase

Brian: A loud "Oh my god" echoes across the lake and gives birds to flight.

Cathy: Mmmm

Brian: her shoulders start to shake and she is moaning more staedily.  i cum inside her and keep pumping as she pants for each breath

Cathy: Mmmmm

Cathy: You have to tell me when you cum, I'll never know on my own

Cathy: I need you to be vocal, because I have no feelings, no sensation

Brian: she quickly grabs her thin,limp stumps and pulls them out to the side

Cathy: Mmmm

Brian: "i am cuming" I say

Brian: Keep going, she says

Brian: "Fuck this cripple" she says, "Fuck this lifeless pussy"

Brian: im a little shocked by this

Brian: i dont know what to do

Brian: So i keep going

Cathy: Oh god yessss

Cathy: Oh my god yes

Brian: She keeps panting and moaning

Cathy: yes

Brian: "Fuck me fuck me" make me feel it"

Cathy: Mmmmmm

Cathy: yesss

Brian: We are now going at it so fast I am worried i cant keep control of her. She is throwing her head and shoulders back and forth

Cathy: Mmm

Brian: "Fuck this leggless body! make me a woman again!" she cries

Cathy: Mmmm

Brian: "yes, i am a woman, yes, yes, i can feel it"

Cathy: Oh yes

Cathy: Oh my crippled pussy

Brian: She cums and i am very slippery

Brian: She is laughing and tears are streaming down her face

Cathy: Mmmmm

Brian: She suddenly throws herself forward. i cant catch her and she falls off of the bench and rolls to the ground

Cathy: Ooohh

Brian: "My God! Are you Ok i yell rushing to her"

Brian: "She just lies there laughing.

Brian: imok i think, she says

Cathy: Mmm

Brian: i think i might have sprained my wrists trying to catch my fall

Brian: im goingn to need some help tonight

Cathy: Yes

Brian: maybe tomorrow too

Brian: "We should get you home darling" i say.

Brian: Yes, she says. I may even need another bath. ;-)

Cathy: Oohhhh

Brian: -- taa daaa--

Cathy: Nice